Tomorrow is surgery day. I just want it to be over and done with! Am not a fan of waiting and waiting and waiting when it comes to things like this. 🙂
It’s going to be weird knowing that I will no longer have the residual hearing I’ve always had (surgery damages it). Even though I didn’t really have much, I had something. That something is how I “heard” the world for over 20 years with hearing aids. After tomorrow, I will no longer have something that was such a big part of my life for a long time.
Then again, I get super excited when I see things like this (bilateral audio cable).
I will be able to listen to music with both ears…..woot! I love music and the thought of getting a “double-dose” of it makes me happy!
Am really hoping surgery goes as smoothly (or even better) as it did the first time around. I didn’t have any major side effects, infections, complications, etc. Am not looking forward to sitting around the house for the next few days (hoping it will only be a few days and not a few weeks). I was one of those weird kids who hated staying home sick from school just because I got so antsy and bored. I always end up having a frustrated combination of not wanting to do a single thing because I don’t feel good and being antsy at the same time. I like feeling productive!
Hopefully the implant will be placed where it’ll be almost symmetrical to my other implant on the head. Of course over time the implant sometimes shifts and sometimes the surgeon simply has to place the implant in the best place. Am just hoping it won’t end up in a wacky position compared to my other implant. 😉
Am just wrapping up a few things here and there. Am also taking advantage of activities to release some energy before I’ll have to lay around the house. Went to my last sand volleyball game of the summer last night since I won’t be able to play in our last game next week. Am looking forward to my last gymnastics class of the summer tonight, but am hoping to sign up for the fall session since I’ll miss the last 3 weeks of the summer session. Will also miss out on a 5K this weekend (Dennis and Jeff, good luck!). Sometimes a person has to make small sacrifices for something big that they really want, hopefully those will be the only sacrifices I will be making.
Am also looking forward to dinner with the parents tonight!