So, I’ve been a bit nervous all week….especially tonight.
I shouldn’t be this nervous, but I am.
My appointment tomorrow with the cochlear implant surgeon. I will basically make my final decision as to if I go through with it or not. I have 3 questions that I want him to answer. My final decision will be based on how those 3 questions are answered.
So, why am I nervous?
I’ve been trying to figure it out. I finally figured that it’s because I don’t want something to come up that makes me decide not to go through with it. I don’t want the surgeon to answer those 3 questions “wrong.” I think it’s hit me that I’m really nervous because I really do want to go through with this and I don’t want anything to stop me from going through with it.
And on top of it all. I have a phone interview tomorrow morning (my 2nd one for this particular position).